10/01/2011

....deep down in my heart

" What do you do when the only one who can make you stop crying is the one who is making you cry?"


i wanna cry..yes! memang nak nangis sangat-sangat time ni..ntah napa rasa macam pilu je hati ni..something happen? i also dont know..kalau tak ada orang lain dalam bilik ni dah lama kot nak nangis sampai teresak2,sampai susah nak bernafas,sampai kering airmata nak kuar..kalau malam ni hujan sure aku turun maen hujan and duduk kat cela sudut and nangis sepuas-puasnya..

Dari bosan tahap gaban aku jadi sedih sangat, rasa sebak je coz i miss him bad,i do..i have no way to tell how much i miss him..sumtimes rasa cam kesian je gan myself.. rasanya dah banyak kali remind "be strong gurl,everthing will be ok soon.." but still cant..

and now nak ingatkan balik..."Be strong girl,dont be stupid..shut up and please dont asking anymore,tired dengan soalan yang terlampau banyak jawapannya..be yourself for a while and think about who you are and who you want to be..u can do it girl.."

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